"So... Tell Me..."

I've been thinking about writing about when the "wheels came off" of my Life...  Did it happen the first time my then Wife got angry at me... because I was asking her about why she called our son, "stupid" and made him cry?  Or did it happen when she decided to pack her bags and leave that weekend... for an extended weekend...???

Or did it happen when I got the phone call that my Dad had just died... and when I told her about Dad's passing, she just sat at her desk writing... never looked up... and said..., "that's too
                                        bad..."???

Or maybe it was that the last four-plus years that we were married... were sexless... no sex... no kissing... no hugging... no touching... no nothing...  I was made to feel... "nasty" for wanting sex...

Or did it happen... when after my Dad had died... that I learned that my oldest sister had stolen over $400,000 from Dad's estate???

That could have been the impetus for everything going amuck...

But something had to happen first... maybe she and I grew apart...

This many years after the fact, I still dissect this... trying to see what all went wrong... maybe it doesn't matter any more...

Does it matter if I know "when" it all started to happen?   Does it matter that within a year, My Dad dies and we file for divorce??

I'm sure I have some exams that need to be graded...