Monday, August 16, 2010

"Black Shoes and other colors..."

O.K...  With that past post, I'm no longer going to be on some kind of downer... either around here or in my Life...  I AM in charge of things... maybe not EVERYTHING... but things as they affect my Life and my Happiness...


I am ON a tear around here today!!! I knew it was going to be that kind of day when the Red Shoes stayed in the closet and I broke the Black ones out!!!!   Hmmm... rethinking that last sentence, do NOT interpret that as Shoes being in the closet!!


So... Black Chucks... Khaki pants, a Black Linen shirt... I am on a tear!!! I've already had several people ask about my Red Shoes... they will be back... but I think it's time for the more assertive... more aggressive side of me to come out...  Hell, it may have come out this past weekend!!!!! *whistles innocently*


Anyway... colors say a lot about us... and by selecting Black today, I am sending a message of no nonsense...  to my students... to the administrators... or to anyone that tries to get in my way around here...


This university... the administrators... will not affect my well being in the long run. I may have a day where they get me down, but I will honor those feelings... pick up the pieces... and continue to move forward...


Live IS good!
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When I was on my road trip, I met this very attractive young woman in Oklahoma City. She took the most wonderful photos of the OKC Memorial... I was even able to get her to agree to go to dinner with me...

She later told me in an email that she saw 'colors' around me... an aura... she said she saw  Purple and Blue... she later emailed me and told me this...

I had to look and see why I "see" these 2 colors with you...

Purple: indicates spiritual thoughts. Purple is never a strong point in the Aura. It appears only as temporary "clouds" and "flames", indicating truly spiritual thoughts.

Blue: Balanced existence, sustaining life, eased nerve system, transmitting forces and energy. People with blue strong point in their Aura are relaxed, balanced and feel ready to live in a cave and survive. They are born survivors. Blue thought is a thought about relaxing the nerve system to achieve the balance of the mind or a thought about surviving. Electric blue can override any other color in the Aura, when the person is receiving and/or transmitting information in a telepathic communication. 


I think those colors define who I am fairly accurately...  and my "Oh Fuck!" post indicated that I was letting others win... when they had no business winning...  I let them alter my sense of balance... my sense of well-being...

I can't say that there won't be more times like that, but I will make it a point where it's only a momentary setback... and not move from my position where I am ultimately in charge of what happens to me... for the most part...


Now THAT looks like some kind of Astral Projection...
Just sayin'...

Well... time for my first class...

Let's go see what happens!!!!!!!

Life IS good, you know...

It really is...
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There is a most obvious emptiness around here today...
My friend, Robert, is deeply missed...

~shoes~

20 comments:

  1. It is a belief that your aura is your spiritual signature... and that by watching one's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally...

    hmmmm....

    i like your colors.

    And BLACK shoes... funny... I'm wearing some of those... AND! I've been working on being more aggressive today! Who knew?! Great minds... 'cept my black shoes have little bows and ruffles and a sparklin' thang or two.

    It is in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped...

    let's go get some dinner... c'mere.

    ;-D

    P.S. Robert's there with you... and I'm thinking he likes your black shoes too - and all things that they stand for today.

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  2. "they are born survivors."

    hell, yes. no better way to be. hope the first day has been stellar!

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  3. you holding out on me with stories of your road trip???

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  4. You need to go to converse online store and order you a pair with the skull and cross bones print. Now that means take no prisoners!

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  5. Good luck with the upcoming school year Shoesies ! I remember my college days like they were yesterday. Total twattery from all directions: From students, teachers, and administration.

    Just remember that when things get rough close your eyes and think about boobies, kitties, boobies and kitties !

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  6. Happiness is a choice. I sometimes have to repeat that but it is true.

    As to the colors we wear; I wear black shorts every day. Does this mean my behind is in morning? :: giggle ::

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  7. I can't believe you haven't commented on my last blog post. Seriously....... Get your black, red, green, purple, whatever color shoes you may or may not be wearing, over there! :-)

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  8. @ Red.Neck.Chic... I love your thoughts about auras... how do you know so much about them?

    I'm thinking that if my black shoes had little bows and ruffles... and a sparkly thang or two, I would have to be much better at fist fighting than I am... :oD

    @ Kurt... thanks... Getting to these kinds of places is a journey...

    @ Ms Magnolia! I totally agree!!! Today has been a pretty ok day as well... I hope all is well with you!!

    @ Jessica.. the Black ones are cool... the Red ones are coolER!!! I'm wearing Red shoes today... :oD

    @ Jaime... now what makes you think I might be holding out road trips stories??? ;o)

    @ Bathwater... do the skull and crossbones ones have exposed razor blades??? :oD

    @ Senorita!! Twattery?!?!?! Sounds like something from a Monty Python movie!!!

    Hmmm... boobies and kitties... boobies and kitties... boobies and kitties... that can be my new meditation mantra!!! ;o)

    @ Charlene.. yeah, Happiness is a decision... sometimes, some bastards make it difficult for us... but, I don't know. I've just decided that whatever is going to happen... is going to happen. I will be better off to be prepared for it rather than sitting back with a victim mentality... you know?

    Hmmm... is your behind in mourning?? ;o)

    @ Big Pissy!! Hey you!! Thank you!!!! How are YOU doing??

    @ Just Another Girl... I have been SO far behind (no pun on Charlene's post) on my blogging... I have so many to read and on which to make comments!!! I promise I will come by later... I hope all is well with you!!!

    ~shoes~

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  9. Life is good -- and better with you in it. :)

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  10. Red or black, you never fail to entertain or provoke thoughts, my friend. I hadn't read your last post and I think it's best not to at this point. I like your attitude and the feel of this post!

    Wishing you all the best...

    Ily

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  11. Black is the new red and it goes with everything including beautiful auras!

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  12. I read this after you posted it and didn't have time to comment, but I was really happy about it. I am glad that you met this person and all of the things that have come from that meeting up to and including your feeling more balanced and in control.

    I wasn't sure you would stop back, but I wanted to let you know that I got your comment. I hate to comment back to it here, but... I have a really hard time with people in my life who can turn it on and off. I guess it is because of how important I feel forgiveness is and that I want to invest myself in someone have them turn me off. Does that make sense? So, it always bothered me so much that my dad couldn't just let it go when he found out his sister was dying. Just forgive her. She wasn't going to be around to suck his energy or cause him problems. Achieve the resolution. You can forgive someone without giving them complete access to your life. That makes it easier to forgive the smaller things and give someone access to your life and your heart. I think I am rambling. Anyway, thanks for commenting and sharing.

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  13. @ Christine!! Hey you!! It's good to see you back!!! I trust that your book is coming along well!! I visited your blog the other day... I hope all is well for you...

    @ Ily!! Thank you for your kind words!! The one constant is that I AM a goofball!!! Yeah, the previous post, I was letting things get to me... but I got over that... beyond it... It sounds like you had a GREAT cruise!! I am SO jealous!!!!

    @ Darn Girl!!! Hey you... Thank you for thinking of me... I've been thinking of YOU! What's been going on in your world??

    @ Hi, Amethyst! Yep.. positive auras are a good thing!!! There isnt much that doesnt go with Red and/or Black!!

    @ Robin... I will come back and address what you are mentioning re: my comment at your place... I have some more thoughts on that...

    Life really is what we make it... I guess I've had my down cycle... and its just time for things to be upbeat... You know?? I hope all is well for and with you!

    ~shoes~

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  14. You and your Astral Projections! Geesh!!

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  15. @ 江趙雲虹趙雲虹仁昆 (Ren-Kun Zhao Yunhong Jiang Zhao Yunhong) said " 寂寞又無聊 看到你的BLOG 加油喔!!" (Lonely and boring to see your BLOG refueling Oh!!)

    Shoes ( 鞋 ) said "Thank you... I think..." (谢谢你...我觉得...)

    ~shoes~
    ~ 鞋 ~

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  16. @ Hedone... Ooopps... I didn't mean to hit the 'post' button... Yeah.. how do you like that 'astral projection?' The size looks about right... HAHAHAHAhahaha... or not...

    ~shoes~

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