Monday, September 21, 2015

We Are...



Delta State...




If you have ever read this trainwreck of a blog,

you know that I have referenced many times that 

I work at a place that I have often referred to as...

Alluvial Flood Plain State...

A delta is referred at as an alluvial flood plain... 

just a goofy play on words...

Anyhoo...

We are a small four-year regional university that does what it does very well.  We provide a quality education.

We aren't a research institution... you will never confuse us with 
Ole Miss or Mississippi State...

... but one employer told me recently that he has more employees from our school than he does Ole Miss and State combined...

That says something...

Last Monday, I get up... get dressed... go to work... just like I have any number of times over the past 327 years that I have worked at this institution... (I really haven't worked here THAT long... but I tend to take artistic license with facts...)

... but I digress.

At some point, I was getting ready to step down the hallway and harass some colleagues... I feel that in my self-appointed position as 'morale officer,' this is my job.

Just before I leave my office, I hear the sound of a siren on a police car... squealing tires... and someone leaving at a great rate of speed...  From time to time we hear sirens... but tend to not hear the squealing tires and such...

I step out into the hallway... and I see this woman that I know that works downstairs in the dean's office...

'we are under lock-down... there's an active shooter on campus'...

"Oh Fuck...!!!!" I thought...

I went back to my office... checked status through the campus police dept... no alert had been posted... I dashed upstairs to my division chair's office and ask him if we are under 'lock down...'

"I don't know... let  me find out..."

then he looks at me and says...

"Yes!!!"

"there has been a shooting..."

... and the building where the shooting occurred 
was right next door to our building.

"that's all we know right now..."

Well... if you don't know me, I am a 'care-giver'... I immediately went backdown to the our office suite... locked out suite doors... and told everyone what I knew was going down...

We could already hear more and more sirens outside the building...  things were getting tense.  I told everyone in our suite that I was locking the door... don't let anyone in without identifying them... and that I was going to make sure that class rooms were notified...

So I'm off and down the hallway... classrooms secured... doors locked... I knocked on the doors of classrooms where i knew division colleagues were teaching to make sure they were notified...  and I head back towards our suite..

I see this young fellow sitting on a sofa... just reading away... and I know he hasn't a clue as to what is going on... so I go to him... calmly tell him that he needs to get his stuff and come with me... we weren't safe right now.

... so he and I are off heading towards safety... we get back into the locked down suite... and I get a text message that the suspect is a student...

... and then I look at this kid that I just brought into our locked-down suite... and think... 

"I don't know this guy..."


"OH FUCK!!!!!!!"


"Did I just let the shooter into our safe haven?!?!?!"


... so I am going from colleague to colleague...

"Do YOU know this guy?!?!?!?!"


... and no one... not a SOUL knows him...

so I quietly go to my office... call my chair and ask if there are 
any law enforcement in  our building yet?

Of course, by this time, the campus is swarming with local police... county sheriff deputies, Mississippi Highway Patrol SWAT, and SWAT from another county.

I tell him that I need some officers to come and check out an individual... that I may have just put my entire suite at risk by simply looking out for the safety of a student.

He tells me help is on the way...  I am expecting two... maybe three officers...

something like this...


... and, instead, I get something that looks like this...


I open  the door to motion for them to come where I am... 
wrong move... 
I have more barrels pointed at me that I can even count.

I identify myself... show them where the unknown student is...

and they proceed to scare about 20 years of life out of this poor kid.  I feel so bad... so responsible for what he endured...

But I couldn't take a chance.

my school...

So, there was a shooting on our campus... a professor was 
murdered by another professor.

All kinds of lurid stories have been bantered around as to what may have been behind the actions of the shooter.

Honestly, I don't know...

Since it was initially believed that the shooter was a student...
that he or she could still be on campus.

Our building was one of those that was secured and locked down.

I was getting text messages from former students that are now working and employed that were distressed because the story going around one business was that I was the one who had been killed.

I have to tell you that I was so honored by the number of former students that were worried about their past professors and school.

Law Enforcement was phenomenal.

They erred on the side of protecting us.

I saw scared students... some upset.

I love my students... I love my kids.

There are plenty of stories and links out there that can
be searched for more information on this event.

I don't really apologize for the humorous slant to this
story... it wasn't really funny...

... but I have a tendency to put people at ease...

That's what I do...

We are...

Delta State...



~shoes~

22 comments:

  1. I was just thinking about you today and where the bloody hell you’d been! Hello my lovely Shoes? 327 years? You novice!
    Blimey, Shoes, just another day at the office then? It’s not at all funny but I did laugh when you thought you’d took in the shooter by being a good samaritan! You know how to come back loud and kicking, don’t ya!

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    1. Hey Jules... how are you, dear? I've just been plodding through Life.. work... family crap...

      ... but it's all good.

      How are YOU, is the real question?? I need to read and catch up on everyone...

      ~shoes~

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  2. I too was wondering wth u were... Don't u ever have a do nothing day? one that is completely quiet and boring? Or are u the chosen one from a higher being where u are being tested? glad ur ok..

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    1. Hi there, Chris... how are things with you?

      We all get tested in different ways...

      It was scary for the students... I was most concerned with keeping things for them somewhat predictable and under control.

      School is ok... Life is ok... I have few complaints...

      Meanwhile, how are things with you?

      ~shoes~

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  3. I wondered if you'd been "affected" by the shooting at Delta State. Well, I can wonder no more! Wow! What a story. I don't suppose you thought of asking the kid who he was. Why he was there, etc. Ah well. I just read an article about a Ben Carson interview and he said, "It's easy to quarterback from your armchair the next day." True true. When you're in the thick of it, so much harder to navigate.

    So glad you're okay.

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    1. Hi there, Robin... I didn't think to ask him his name... nor would he have told me anything that would have meant anything to me at that time...

      Yes, it's always easy to 'armchair quarterback'... it's like all of the stories going on about what transpired here... I've heard various versions of tales... I'm sure the truth is in there somewhere... you know?

      How are things with you?

      OK??

      Thank you for your kind words...

      ~shoes~

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  4. I saw the story and wondered if it was your school, and was hoping you're okay. Very glad to hear that you are!

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    1. Hi there, Max... it was... and things are ok... Thank you for your thoughts and kid words...

      Life is amazing...

      ~shoes~

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    2. ugh... not 'kid words...'

      ;\'kind words'...

      I want a mandolin... and an accordian...

      Look out , Lawrence Welk...

      ~shoes~

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  5. Wow - I wasn't expecting this, life is strange..one minute you are safe and the next chaos. I know you have the heart of a caretaker and would def jump into safety mode. I was a bit worried when I read you thought the student might be the culprit. I am so glad my dear friend is ok...funny, I was thinking of you and sent you an email a few days back to see how you were doing and now I read this...Take care of yourself my friend.

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    1. Hi there, Trudessa... how are you, dear?

      Life changes on a whim... the breath of a gust of wind... I was thinking about how this one fellow's actions affected SO many people... quite a few directly... even more indirectly...

      I have meant to reply to your email... I will do so soon...

      Thank you so for checking in on me...

      ~shoes~

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  6. I had no idea that was your school. I'm glad that you are okay and that you did the right thing even if you and the boy were scared shitless. I'm sorry for the professor who was killed. Sending you some (((hugs)))

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    1. Hey you... yes, it was...

      It was a mess... it appears that the individual killed his girl friend the day before (Sunday)... then drove here (about 5 hour drive)... there were stories about a love-triangle... that just didn't have legs... and then a story about the victim being responsible for the shooter not getting tenure track... which he couldn't have... the victim, himself, wasn't tenured...

      So the real story may never ever be known.

      Our society has become mean and angry down through the years... these were the things that used to result in shouting matches... maybe fist fights... and now, people die over this.

      I just don't understand the anger that is in play... God knows I've experienced my share of chaos that I could justify for those kinds of actions, but it's not in my make-up... not in my composition...

      I just say what I have to say... and then walk away...

      Thank you for the kind words...

      ~shoes~

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  7. You did an awesome job in captioning this horrific situation. I can only imagine how you reacted to make sure everyone was as safe and sound as you could. If you're like me, you react quickly and then when it's all over, your legs turn to jelly and you shake like a leaf.

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    1. Hi there, Barb... how are you, dear??

      I do respond quickly and firmly... always trying to do the right thing. At the end of the day, however, you are right... I was tired... emotional...

      ... and that's ok.. that means we are human and that we still feel.

      Thank you so much for your kind words...

      ~shoes~

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  8. Yikes! That's terrifying. What is it with people these days? Do we just hear about these occurrences more often, or has our society really slid that much?

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    1. Hi there, Crystal... I fear that Society has slid into the dumpster... we are meaner... we have shorter fuses... this never used to happen to this extent... now, its just insane.

      Of course... I think I stated this somewhere... had this happened in an apartment... or a parking lot... even a business office... this story never would have made the news to the extent that it did... but since it happened on a university campus... it's a story...

      ~shoes~

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  9. Today we are all Fighting Okra! And I mean that seriously, great mascot and Delta State is a great place. I know, I've been there. Take care.

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    1. Hi there, Ryan... my apologies for replying so late... Delta State is a nice place... for what we do... we do a great job.

      Fighting Okra? Oh Hell yes... It's extra fun when the Boll Weevils from UoMonticello come to town.. HAH

      ~shoes~

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  10. Shoes! So great you're okay, and can give us your special perspective. We don't hear much news from your area, but this incident definitely reached us. Hope you'll write again soon, always a joy to see your bon mot.

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  11. Wow! What a scary thing to go through! Glad nothing happened to you!

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  12. Oh, man, what an experience. Being locked down sucks; it just happened to the high school where my daughter teaches (no gun was found). But bringing the potential shooter into your offices...one of those extreme moments in life...touching and hilarious and frightening at the same time. So anyway, I guess you haven't retired yet. Glad you were there to have this once-in-a-lifetime experience!

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